Finally, another 6 hours and she will be reaching Singapore. I am so happy and at the same time anxious.. is been awhile since I last saw her... I don't know how come I have this kind of exciting, impulsing and like meeting another girl that I love... haha.. yup.. she is the girl that I love.... only her can make me feel this way... waiting.. that early morning.. to fetch her.. kiss her.. touch her, feel her.. and also.... share with her my thought......

Yup.. now I am at her place.. sleeping tonight.. as her mummy also want go fetch her.. so i can drive her there at the same time.... darling.. you will never know.. how much i miss you .. word.. just can't stop express that special thought of mine... only you can feel it.. in person...

Darling.... I finally can said this.. our love did not fade.. even though... is been such a long time.. since.. we last saw.. each other...... just can't stop.. telling myself.. you are back.. abit insane now.. as.. i am super duper looking for that moment of seeing you......

Love you de darling.

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love from 'me Hilo Darling,

Just back from HDB hub , and had settle the cancellation for the fernvale vista.. I think .. we have make the right choice.. as we apply the new coral spring seems better as premium is so much better than standard flat as minimum renovation is needed which mean less cash to spend on it.. the design is so spacious than standard flat. and I went to see the dummy flat for the coral spring.. I really like the bay window is so nice inside the master bed room... with the plater bed on the living room.. wow.. fantastic.... really like the design.. the only con is the common toilet is abit far as compare to the fernvale vista cos is at the other corner.. so for the other room occupant that is or will be staying with us.. have trouble to walk a long way to the toliet.. other than that.. is so much spacious than fernvale..design is nice..

Yup... above the carpark 5 floor they build playground and also fittness centre... with 3 block directly link to the carpark.. which I like too... so we stay higher level can have a nice view down..... so see when you are back.. we go take a look again.. so you can confirm it with me again...

Anyway.. you left last stuffs to be completed and you will be flying off the next day.. so happy.. but you still can shop at NY men.. cool.. hehehe.. miss you so much.. darling.. faster come back...

Yup.. yesterday.. we had dinner at Tiong bahru , your dad's friend's resturarant with your da,er jie, 2 cousins, and your dad aussie friends.... had a nice dinner... at that moment.. how i wish.. you are there with me... then after that i send you da jie and jie fu.... to regent hotel to meet up with their friend.. before I head down home.. then the rest is history as mentioned above.. hehehe.....

Now I am in office doing my university assignment... i had done question 2 and question 1 halfway... left question 3 and question plus a stupid english essay cum mind map.. hehehe.. me so busy hor.... you good life now.. no need to study le... finish degree.. feel so relax.. hehehe.. how i wish i had.. but must wait for 2years down the road ba....

Anyway.. I believe I make the right choice to cancel.. cos.. doing alone ... the feeling not the same with doing it with you.. coral spring.. will be a good choice with us doing it together..

last but not least... your mummy ask me to sleep at your room on thurs night.. then fri early morning.. go fetch you... together with her.... It should not be a problem... ba.. hahaha...

okie.. darling.. the filght as stated right.. sq21 at T2 at 5.40am right... ??? must write this blog ar...

love you de.. darling..

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love from 'me Darling.. the start of selection of 4room flat started last monday which is 17th sept 2007 , is already the third day... and the statistic show :

DAY 1 - 38 flat selected
DAY 2 - 29 flat selected
DAY 3 - 29 flat selected

Still left thurs , fri , sat and mon then tues ... our turn... based on the aboved..there are about 128 flat for us to choose.. let pray hard for it to happen.. hehehe...

Darling.. how I wish. we are monitoring the system together..!!!!! guess you will have another busy day over there....

okie.. you must take care okie.. drink more water.. smile!!!!

waiting for your return.. on 28/09 and 5.45am.!!!!!!!

just now jackie.. msg. .me.. meet me for dinner.. okie.. i agree but will be late to meet him, cos.. need to mark paper... hehehe...

and also.. i very good.. haha.. eat dinner le... haha.....

Toto this friday is at 5.5 million... i share money with 19 colleauge to buy 95 dollars worth of toto... hoping to gain this fortune .. haha.... greedy man..

Tomorrow is my colleague wedding.. not going school.. attend her wedding.. so so much.. want chat chat with you man..
darling.. miss you.. must take care ar

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love from 'me What a tiring day in work!!! busy since whole morning on my assignment and also... my work... now then i got the time to blog.. yesterday.. went to your place for dinner, your mummy and daddy cook streak... and potato.. very nice... i like it so much, cos.. i like salty stuffs.. haha.... after that.. i rest at your place till 9pm.. then home I go..... quite miss you.. so much.. life without you.. since so empty...

Ya nearly forget to tell you... the selection for 4 room start yesterday.. 1st day got 38 booker..as for the 2nd till now at 4.30pm there are another 24 booker... i am counting it.. and average it out.. to see how many will be left for us to choose... are you anxious ??? don't know...

Can't stop telling you so much... about all this nest issue... thsi show that you are always in my mind.. without fail... yup..darling.... how life...??? guess... it start to get busy as the election is just round the corner.. jia you ... okie.... after that.. you will have time to enjoy..!!!! trust me.... !!!

Miss you so much.. now.. i will keep monitoring.. and do my assignment..!!!!!

darling ... darling!!!!!

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love from 'me 9 more days to the biggest decision of my life till date... I believe this is one of my biggest decision.. to be make as I will be building a wonderful nest with a girl that I fall in love with... Is really heaven gift for her to be with me even though I have a super duper short temper... haha.. sometimes she also cannot take it... but she willingly to be with me.. is really a blessing to me... what a god gift.. and I will treasure it like I never have....

Nothing much... for last Sat.. had a super bad headache... did not even went out... just slack at home.. filling up my tummy with all sort of pain killer to stop the pulling and pain.... eventually till at night... then the pain stop..... I am relieve as I can have a proper sleep... Miss her so much when I am having this kind of super bad headache.. cos.. she will be there massage my head.. and tell me.. dar.. are you okie.. i give you eat panadol... you go rest at my bed... and many more.... just kind of feel so lonely... what a long day for sat.... Just hoping it passes as quickly as possible....then I told myself.. for sun.. I cannot do the same old thing.. slacking at home..

So by the time .. I wake up at 9.30am on sun, I went straight to school with the intention of doing my assignment.. but eventually.. I cannot even log into my blackboard.. so I msg ah boon asking him for lunch together.... and he agreed... so we went to east coast lagoon for the famous ... pig leg..... I am so happy to get a call from my darling... haha... time passes so slow... she alwaya in my mind man.. then on our way to lagoon.. we also ask shun along... in the end 3 of us having a wonderful bro lunch together...

After lunch .. we went to expo having the thought of visiting NATAS fair.. but.. when we reach there and find out that we need to pay a fees of 3 dollars per person.. we reject the ideas of visiting NATAS.. in the end.. we went for waston fair.. wahahaha.... at first.. I choose 3 hugh chocalate bar... then shun and boon join in and choose 3 also.. so funny.. brought alot of crackers... and stuffs.. for mummy, noven and myself.. is about 3 .30 pm le.. so we call it a day as boon have to go attend her grandmom birthday at 5pm and shun have to fetch her gf from golden mile as her gf coming back from genting at around 4 plus too.... So go home and slack...

So I went her.. and slack.... then around coming to 9pm.. give my dar a call.. she is a pig... even at oversea.. also cannot wake up... so I give her a call... to wake her up.. so long didn't hear her sleepy voice... so happy.. hehehe.... and she wake up ... prepare for her bf... as for me... I just slack till the approperiate time to sleep

Then now on Monday, wakeup at 6.30.. reach school at 7am.. then .... doing some admin and sending out this blog.. hoping she will read it... Yup.. counting down to the biggest day of my life.. eventhough, I am alone choosing our nest.. but I know you will be there.. watching it.. is our wonderful nest together....

Love you so much de darling!!!!!

going to work soon... take care darling... drink more water..

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love from 'me Yesterday evening, when I was driving home after my lesson in the university, I suddenly felt like crying ... as I suddenly feel so loss without her around... I find it abit strange... and just feel something not right.. without her around... anyway.. i did not cried.. when I reach home.. is a SOP to send or call her... but i can't do it.. because she is out of town...

I felt so helpless.. without her around.. the joy and sadness that I always share with her .. suddenly in just a day.. all disappeared........ and it left me standing there wondering... what to do next... without her presence... but... no choice.. i still have to force myself.. to pass through this lonely night alone....


This morning.. the first thing I wake up.. is to check my phone for any oversea call... but..to no vaild... there are no call.. and I calculate the hours for her to reach that far far country is about 20 hours.. and.. is already pass that marks.. it make me wonder.. have she forgotten me ? or something have happened? or any other issue..She make me worry.. and sad ..... when on my way to work, she finally call and said.. she is reaching US.. and will be flying off soon to that far far country.. I am happy and glad to hear her voice again... it make my day... man...

Today such a hectic day, morning have to do ..exam stuff for just 1 repeat student and check his exam paper.. then in the afternoon have to do volunteering work .... which is such a meaninful event.. I love it... is been awhile since I did such volunteer work and finish it around 5 pm.. and I am rushing out mind map for my esasy for my university.. the drawing suck man... and finally submitted.. hope he or she wont deduct any mark on my drawing.. sure F9....

Finally.. is coming to 7pm... it make me wonder.. what should I do next??? she is not around.. I have lose my focus... without her.. sighz.. guess.. will have to bare with it.. and wait for another 2 more weeks... before she come back to reunit with me.... waiting for that big moment..


Jia you Wan.. you can do it!!!!! jia you GEN!!! you can do it over there too!!!!! our nest selection is just a week and the half away.. and will be doing it alone.. don't forget to be anxious over there!!!! lets pray hard for a good nest!!!! Love you darling!!!!!!!

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love from 'me Is been awhile since I blog, I don't blog when my gf is around as I can share everything with her, and now she will be away for 2 weeks , I have no one to share the 4 kinds of feeling.... So I will have to start blogging to share it in here, Hoping that when she is away, she is able to see this blog...

Yesterday , I am waiting for her to finish for her work ...... I felt so sad... up to now.. I am also... feeling that way... lucky... I am able to spend the whole night with her before I set off to work.... Guess this will lighten my sadness.... abit.... I don't like to have this kind of feeling..

I guess, I have to bare with it for the next 2 weeks... it will be tough.. but I believe I can do it.. without much trouble.. cos.. I have her in my heart always.... things will be fine.. no worries...

Looking at my watch ... I think another 2.15 hours.. she will be out of this mother country to a country that is 12 hours behind our mother country time... Is a far place .... I just can't stop telling you.. that I truly indeed missing you whenever I did not see you.....

I know.. I have temper.. and flare it a few time during your busy season... This is not intended.. I just feel... sad, as you will be away.. for such a long time alone.. and I have to make the most important decision.. of my life... on the 25th sept.. alone....... a nest of ours... will be form.. once you are back from that far far far far.. place.. I am waiting for you .... till the day you return... I will want to be the first to see you... be the first to hug you... and kiss you.. and tell you so much by that time... and want share the decision with you.. for the very first moment of you touching down in mother country....


Darling...... I will right here waiting.. for your arrival.. looking forward on 28th sept... you must take very good care and wear more.. cold over there.. okie....

Suddenlt.. my heart feel that sharp pain... just feel pain!!!!! But i will bare with it.... I am a guy..hehe...

okie.. darling.. all the best in your work over there.. don't worry.. i will settle things over here... i will... and do my best.. and the most anticipating moment is to wait for you to come back...

waiting is the only thing that i can do now..

Jia you.. darling

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