Life with you around

Finally

2007-09-27T23:27:00.000+08:00

Finally, another 6 hours and she will be reaching Singapore. I am so happy and at the same time anxious.. is been awhile since I last saw her... I don't know how come I have this kind of exciting, impulsing and like meeting another girl that I love... haha.. yup.. she is the girl that I love.... only her can make me feel this way... waiting.. that early morning.. to fetch her.. kiss her.. touch her, feel her.. and also.... share with her my thought......

Yup.. now I am at her place.. sleeping tonight.. as her mummy also want go fetch her.. so i can drive her there at the same time.... darling.. you will never know.. how much i miss you .. word.. just can't stop express that special thought of mine... only you can feel it.. in person...

Darling.... I finally can said this.. our love did not fade.. even though... is been such a long time.. since.. we last saw.. each other...... just can't stop.. telling myself.. you are back.. abit insane now.. as.. i am super duper looking for that moment of seeing you......

Love you de darling.

25th sept 2007

2007-09-25T13:44:00.000+08:00

Hilo Darling,

Just back from HDB hub , and had settle the cancellation for the fernvale vista.. I think .. we have make the right choice.. as we apply the new coral spring seems better as premium is so much better than standard flat as minimum renovation is needed which mean less cash to spend on it.. the design is so spacious than standard flat. and I went to see the dummy flat for the coral spring.. I really like the bay window is so nice inside the master bed room... with the plater bed on the living room.. wow.. fantastic.... really like the design.. the only con is the common toilet is abit far as compare to the fernvale vista cos is at the other corner.. so for the other room occupant that is or will be staying with us.. have trouble to walk a long way to the toliet.. other than that.. is so much spacious than fernvale..design is nice..

Yup... above the carpark 5 floor they build playground and also fittness centre... with 3 block directly link to the carpark.. which I like too... so we stay higher level can have a nice view down..... so see when you are back.. we go take a look again.. so you can confirm it with me again...

Anyway.. you left last stuffs to be completed and you will be flying off the next day.. so happy.. but you still can shop at NY men.. cool.. hehehe.. miss you so much.. darling.. faster come back...

Yup.. yesterday.. we had dinner at Tiong bahru , your dad's friend's resturarant with your da,er jie, 2 cousins, and your dad aussie friends.... had a nice dinner... at that moment.. how i wish.. you are there with me... then after that i send you da jie and jie fu.... to regent hotel to meet up with their friend.. before I head down home.. then the rest is history as mentioned above.. hehehe.....

Now I am in office doing my university assignment... i had done question 2 and question 1 halfway... left question 3 and question plus a stupid english essay cum mind map.. hehehe.. me so busy hor.... you good life now.. no need to study le... finish degree.. feel so relax.. hehehe.. how i wish i had.. but must wait for 2years down the road ba....

Anyway.. I believe I make the right choice to cancel.. cos.. doing alone ... the feeling not the same with doing it with you.. coral spring.. will be a good choice with us doing it together..

last but not least... your mummy ask me to sleep at your room on thurs night.. then fri early morning.. go fetch you... together with her.... It should not be a problem... ba.. hahaha...

okie.. darling.. the filght as stated right.. sq21 at T2 at 5.40am right... ??? must write this blog ar...

love you de.. darling..

Flat Selection

2007-09-19T18:04:00.001+08:00

Darling.. the start of selection of 4room flat started last monday which is 17th sept 2007 , is already the third day... and the statistic show :

DAY 1 - 38 flat selected
DAY 2 - 29 flat selected
DAY 3 - 29 flat selected

Still left thurs , fri , sat and mon then tues ... our turn... based on the aboved..there are about 128 flat for us to choose.. let pray hard for it to happen.. hehehe...

Darling.. how I wish. we are monitoring the system together..!!!!! guess you will have another busy day over there....

okie.. you must take care okie.. drink more water.. smile!!!!

waiting for your return.. on 28/09 and 5.45am.!!!!!!!

just now jackie.. msg. .me.. meet me for dinner.. okie.. i agree but will be late to meet him, cos.. need to mark paper... hehehe...

and also.. i very good.. haha.. eat dinner le... haha.....

Toto this friday is at 5.5 million... i share money with 19 colleauge to buy 95 dollars worth of toto... hoping to gain this fortune .. haha.... greedy man..

Tomorrow is my colleague wedding.. not going school.. attend her wedding.. so so much.. want chat chat with you man..
darling.. miss you.. must take care ar

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2007-09-18T16:25:00.000+08:00

What a tiring day in work!!! busy since whole morning on my assignment and also... my work... now then i got the time to blog.. yesterday.. went to your place for dinner, your mummy and daddy cook streak... and potato.. very nice... i like it so much, cos.. i like salty stuffs.. haha.... after that.. i rest at your place till 9pm.. then home I go..... quite miss you.. so much.. life without you.. since so empty...

Ya nearly forget to tell you... the selection for 4 room start yesterday.. 1st day got 38 booker..as for the 2nd till now at 4.30pm there are another 24 booker... i am counting it.. and average it out.. to see how many will be left for us to choose... are you anxious ??? don't know...

Can't stop telling you so much... about all this nest issue... thsi show that you are always in my mind.. without fail... yup..darling.... how life...??? guess... it start to get busy as the election is just round the corner.. jia you ... okie.... after that.. you will have time to enjoy..!!!! trust me.... !!!

Miss you so much.. now.. i will keep monitoring.. and do my assignment..!!!!!

darling ... darling!!!!!

9 days to go

2007-09-17T07:36:00.001+08:00

9 more days to the biggest decision of my life till date... I believe this is one of my biggest decision.. to be make as I will be building a wonderful nest with a girl that I fall in love with... Is really heaven gift for her to be with me even though I have a super duper short temper... haha.. sometimes she also cannot take it... but she willingly to be with me.. is really a blessing to me... what a god gift.. and I will treasure it like I never have....

Nothing much... for last Sat.. had a super bad headache... did not even went out... just slack at home.. filling up my tummy with all sort of pain killer to stop the pulling and pain.... eventually till at night... then the pain stop..... I am relieve as I can have a proper sleep... Miss her so much when I am having this kind of super bad headache.. cos.. she will be there massage my head.. and tell me.. dar.. are you okie.. i give you eat panadol... you go rest at my bed... and many more.... just kind of feel so lonely... what a long day for sat.... Just hoping it passes as quickly as possible....then I told myself.. for sun.. I cannot do the same old thing.. slacking at home..

So by the time .. I wake up at 9.30am on sun, I went straight to school with the intention of doing my assignment.. but eventually.. I cannot even log into my blackboard.. so I msg ah boon asking him for lunch together.... and he agreed... so we went to east coast lagoon for the famous ... pig leg..... I am so happy to get a call from my darling... haha... time passes so slow... she alwaya in my mind man.. then on our way to lagoon.. we also ask shun along... in the end 3 of us having a wonderful bro lunch together...

After lunch .. we went to expo having the thought of visiting NATAS fair.. but.. when we reach there and find out that we need to pay a fees of 3 dollars per person.. we reject the ideas of visiting NATAS.. in the end.. we went for waston fair.. wahahaha.... at first.. I choose 3 hugh chocalate bar... then shun and boon join in and choose 3 also.. so funny.. brought alot of crackers... and stuffs.. for mummy, noven and myself.. is about 3 .30 pm le.. so we call it a day as boon have to go attend her grandmom birthday at 5pm and shun have to fetch her gf from golden mile as her gf coming back from genting at around 4 plus too.... So go home and slack...

So I went her.. and slack.... then around coming to 9pm.. give my dar a call.. she is a pig... even at oversea.. also cannot wake up... so I give her a call... to wake her up.. so long didn't hear her sleepy voice... so happy.. hehehe.... and she wake up ... prepare for her bf... as for me... I just slack till the approperiate time to sleep

Then now on Monday, wakeup at 6.30.. reach school at 7am.. then .... doing some admin and sending out this blog.. hoping she will read it... Yup.. counting down to the biggest day of my life.. eventhough, I am alone choosing our nest.. but I know you will be there.. watching it.. is our wonderful nest together....

Love you so much de darling!!!!!

going to work soon... take care darling... drink more water..

What a day

2007-09-14T18:23:00.000+08:00

Yesterday evening, when I was driving home after my lesson in the university, I suddenly felt like crying ... as I suddenly feel so loss without her around... I find it abit strange... and just feel something not right.. without her around... anyway.. i did not cried.. when I reach home.. is a SOP to send or call her... but i can't do it.. because she is out of town...

I felt so helpless.. without her around.. the joy and sadness that I always share with her .. suddenly in just a day.. all disappeared........ and it left me standing there wondering... what to do next... without her presence... but... no choice.. i still have to force myself.. to pass through this lonely night alone....

This morning.. the first thing I wake up.. is to check my phone for any oversea call... but..to no vaild... there are no call.. and I calculate the hours for her to reach that far far country is about 20 hours.. and.. is already pass that marks.. it make me wonder.. have she forgotten me ? or something have happened? or any other issue..She make me worry.. and sad ..... when on my way to work, she finally call and said.. she is reaching US.. and will be flying off soon to that far far country.. I am happy and glad to hear her voice again... it make my day... man...

Today such a hectic day, morning have to do ..exam stuff for just 1 repeat student and check his exam paper.. then in the afternoon have to do volunteering work .... which is such a meaninful event.. I love it... is been awhile since I did such volunteer work and finish it around 5 pm.. and I am rushing out mind map for my esasy for my university.. the drawing suck man... and finally submitted.. hope he or she wont deduct any mark on my drawing.. sure F9....

Finally.. is coming to 7pm... it make me wonder.. what should I do next??? she is not around.. I have lose my focus... without her.. sighz.. guess.. will have to bare with it.. and wait for another 2 more weeks... before she come back to reunit with me.... waiting for that big moment..

Jia you Wan.. you can do it!!!!! jia you GEN!!! you can do it over there too!!!!! our nest selection is just a week and the half away.. and will be doing it alone.. don't forget to be anxious over there!!!! lets pray hard for a good nest!!!! Love you darling!!!!!!!

Start

2007-09-13T08:16:00.001+08:00

Is been awhile since I blog, I don't blog when my gf is around as I can share everything with her, and now she will be away for 2 weeks , I have no one to share the 4 kinds of feeling.... So I will have to start blogging to share it in here, Hoping that when she is away, she is able to see this blog...

Yesterday , I am waiting for her to finish for her work ...... I felt so sad... up to now.. I am also... feeling that way... lucky... I am able to spend the whole night with her before I set off to work.... Guess this will lighten my sadness.... abit.... I don't like to have this kind of feeling..

I guess, I have to bare with it for the next 2 weeks... it will be tough.. but I believe I can do it.. without much trouble.. cos.. I have her in my heart always.... things will be fine.. no worries...

Looking at my watch ... I think another 2.15 hours.. she will be out of this mother country to a country that is 12 hours behind our mother country time... Is a far place .... I just can't stop telling you.. that I truly indeed missing you whenever I did not see you.....

I know.. I have temper.. and flare it a few time during your busy season... This is not intended.. I just feel... sad, as you will be away.. for such a long time alone.. and I have to make the most important decision.. of my life... on the 25th sept.. alone....... a nest of ours... will be form.. once you are back from that far far far far.. place.. I am waiting for you .... till the day you return... I will want to be the first to see you... be the first to hug you... and kiss you.. and tell you so much by that time... and want share the decision with you.. for the very first moment of you touching down in mother country....

Darling...... I will right here waiting.. for your arrival.. looking forward on 28th sept... you must take very good care and wear more.. cold over there.. okie....

Suddenlt.. my heart feel that sharp pain... just feel pain!!!!! But i will bare with it.... I am a guy..hehe...

okie.. darling.. all the best in your work over there.. don't worry.. i will settle things over here... i will... and do my best.. and the most anticipating moment is to wait for you to come back...

waiting is the only thing that i can do now..

Jia you.. darling

week 1( with her back from HK)

2007-07-03T16:24:00.001+08:00

About a week since I last blog. haha... cos most of my time is well spend with her.. by the time i reach home, already so tired.... So happy for the past 1 week, we went to the closing ceremony and spend almost 7 hours over there.. and i can said, all of us become hei ren.. hahaha... too sunny, the match is okie.. is the fun of the fan that make us so happy.... then after that, we go meet up with my fellow buddies for drink... and my darling.. already in her sleeping mood... but she still wanna join us, which you can see the spirit of on-ness.. which i like.. hehe... so much fun on that day.... then on sunday, we went to her buddy wedding banquet preparation , she need to see the setting cos she is one of the MC.. haha... quite good... i mean she can really host.. hahaha... but on that day, i am not feeling very well.... lucky with her around.. i am well taken care .. hahaha.. is it?? hahahha.....

Is so fun with her around..... I have many things to look forwards rather than alone over there.... waiting for her arrival..... everyday meeting her is such a blessing for me... Really hope time pass faster than i wish it can be, so we can be together for life... hehehe.. but hor.... tooo fast also mean old faster... oops.... never mind... la.. we will spend time together till we old old old.. forever and ever... hahaha........

I am also anticipating to meet her after work.... everyday.. looking forward for her presence.... are you ??? anyway, I know she is really busy with her work.. so did not really disturb her...but hope she know that i am quietly waiting for her....

Miss you so much!!!!! are you??? waiting for you...... in about another 3hours... your presence is the moment of light for me...... see you asap....

Day 5(life without you)

2007-06-26T12:44:00.000+08:00

Finally she will be back in about 12 hours time.. So happy... Just can't stop thinking of tonight.. time really move so slow... without her.. life seems so plain to me... Suddenly want show her my process of becoming who I am now.

Very gu gu hair with my ITE Bedok BasketBall Teammate, won the B Boy Division champion. See Darling me gu gu hor... hehe... last time mah.. quite fun that time, we even went to see ah gua... but ah gua scolded us, cos we all act couple couple went to the fantastic island, luckly we did not went to
Jurassic park.. Island still much prettier... haha.. what a fun time at changi HDB chalet.. with all basketball mate from ITE bedok. will never forget my time as a basketballer in ITE bedok.

Oops... Student counsellor.. not a community member just a member.. but I am given the opportunity to take part in this leadership camp. So much fun that time, we sneak in to watch WC 98... in the middle of the night. when one of them birthday, we prepare things to sabo that guy.. see in this picture... we are preparing stuff whereby that B day guy.. don't know about us... Really miss my time in ITE bedok... so much over there... as a student... darling.. hope you like my process.

After My time in ITE bedok, I have a long break for about 6 month starting from Jan to june before I start my school in ITE tampines. A outing with friends and ate alot of nice food.. see in that picture. darling, do I look like one of the actor?? haha.. don't know right.. look carefully, do I look like zhou chu ming acting in food variety show to recommend food for viewer.. darling.. you want to eat.. hehe.. too bad.. the cafe closed down during the revamp of Marina square. hehehe.... Really the food is very nice..... and also.. the bill looks nice too.. better don't go.. hahaha.. but too bad no much opportunity for us to go.. never mind, we have plenty of time to explore other cafe in Singapore. You want to explore together with me. hehehe........ sure you will cos you also like me, like to eat eat eat.. hehehe..

Sorry Darling no NS photo cos ugly... this is after NS, 3.5 month later, went oversea with my Very good buddy....Ah boon... hehe... tell you hor.. first time sit plan ... ah boon also. cos we go make passport together.. haha.. collected our passport around 13/03/2004.. hehehe...... is alot of fun .. cos.. this ah boon like to watch.... oops.. hehehe... darling... you also go with me last year dec.. alot of fun right.. shop shop eat eat.. love to go oversea with you.. just you.... so lets plan again.. hehehe..

Finally, My Poly time.. after spending almost my whole teenage year in ITE my Young adulthood is spend in poly... meeting 1o direct 2nd year ite student like me at Singapore poly... So much fun... meeting them.. you maybe wondering.. why i didn't have any gf there.. haha.. not intended to find.. cos.. busy working and saving hard for my allowance and school..... this photo is taken during my year 2 last semester.. going to year 3 whereby everyone of us chooses during major... Miss them... but I miss you the most.. no jealous.. hehehe..... enjoying the time.. I spent in poly..

Poly end of year 2... Went to do community work... in Philippines. We spend about 25 days over there... quite fun... and the villiager all very kind... love to do this sort of oversea community.. but I guess.. now is abit hard due to our workload.. darling hope 1 day we can go do this sort of activity... ons.... sure one .. cos you also ask me... for any contacts.. hehehe.. correct... this time ... is the first time.. I know.. and i did sent you a msg that i going do community work.. hehee... still remember.. really.. miss ya so much.. darling.. even though is jsut about 11 hours to go.. before I can see you.. but now.. is just the most torturing moment ....

Finally, we are together on this particular day.. and my first time sending you back home.... me still a poly student.. but for you a working adult for 2 years le... thank you darling.. for accepting my everything, my family background and many many more... without you.... I really don't know.. what will happen for my future.. with you coming to my life.. everything seem to have a goal for me.. working towards our future.. planning our future.. looking forwards every meeting.... love your smile.. anticipating the very 1st moment of meeting you....

last but not least..... This guy... fall into deep sea.. and you are the deep sea... don't wish to be save... cos.. i want to be with you forever... till eternity.... are you looking forward to our plan.... new phase of our r/s ... and our new home...... new status.. soon

Day 4 (Life Without you)

2007-06-25T22:10:00.000+08:00

Today, I went back to school to do my stuffs..... but I have no mood to do anything, in the end, do some of my personal stuffs.. haha.. really miss her.. is been 4 days since I last saw her.... then after that.. I took bus home.. and once i reach home.. i can't stop thinking of you......... when will you be back..

Today also her Sis ROM day at HK... Give her a call .. and she did not pick up... haha.... In the end... she call back at around 2.30.. whereby all the ceremony done.. .hahaha.... but I manage to chat with my her.... miss her persence so much... finally after tonight.. and another near 24 hours later I will be able to see her... Will be fetching her around 11 plus pm to 12 am..... Even though I am bored for today.. I am anticipating... the moment of meeting her.....

Haha.. today.. no exercise.. cos... don't feel like.. maybe PMS ba....haha.... darling.. better be back soon hor.. if not.. I super PMS.. haha... So miss her....

Day 3(Life without you)

2007-06-24T19:49:00.000+08:00

Life without her seems so lonely.... Today is another day that I feel so lonely.. time move so slow... and I went for a swim at 8.40am.. after the swim.. i went for my bf... and when i reach home, she haven't call me... i wait till around 11 plus or 12 plus... then finally i receive her call.... deep down inside my heart.. felt so happy for just only 3.30 mins... cos.. after the call... is back to the reality world... time moving slow ..... loneliness is scarly..... miss her ... so much... then.. i do nothing for the whole afternoon.. watching tv, play game.. till dinner time.. don't know who can pei me for dinner... as usual.. looking at my phone book list... looking thru each and everyone ... but no one is inside my list to call to arrange for a meet up.. or should i said pei me for dinner.. so in the end I went alone.... feel so strange that weekend not able to spent with her.. just feel so strange...

Life really feel so different... without her.... Darling.. just want to tell you.. I miss you so much.. counting down to day she reach singapore... can't wait to see her.. hug her.. kiss her.... share my thought.. share my life... share her experience over there... No matter what.. I will wait for you... Darling.. miss ya.. love you.........

Life without you.. feel so lonely.!!!! Faster come back ... and we can spend the time ..... miss ya..

Day 1 and 2 (Life without her)

2007-06-23T16:15:00.000+08:00

On 22/6/07 that morning, i send her to the airport by driving her father's car. Feel abit sad so during the drive didn't really talk.... and when we reach the airport at aorund 820am.... they went to the counter and do the necessary thing for their check in. then we went to the new renovate canteen... and have our bf..... after that is time to check in... and this is the part.. that i don't wish to have.... they are going in..... and i am sad with my vien in my eyes become dam red........

Her parent wants me to look after her 2 cousins ... so after they left.. I send them home.. and we watch norbit(waiting for her to arrive HK but make me worry till 3pm then call me).. at her place waiting for her er jie to be back home after work.. So after the movie.. we went to her bed and chat , play till 5pm... then we decided to pick her sis up and order pizza to eat.. haha... on my way to fetch her... we chat alot of thing about LAO.. not bad... they invite me to go.. and i said.. i will go if she go too.. haha..

And after we saw er jie, we faster rush back during that time.. we order pizza at aorund620 pm... but the order reach around 735 pm.. which by all means late.... her 2 cousins is so happy as they told me that they long for eating pizza... they ate so happily....

After all the things , i went home.... and wanted to call her but scare i disturb her.. in the end , she call me... i may sound cool.. but deep down inside my heart.. I miss her so much...

then i am so bored without her being with me.. i wet out meet my 2 best buddy for drink then after that reach home around1 am.. and when i am sleeping.. i dreamt of her.. she is already part of my life.. so miss her...

when i wake up this morning(23/6/07) it seems like the world is slowing down.. so suffering that i can't see her.... really life is so bored.. lucky i manage to chat with her online for about 1.5 hours.. which makes my day a little happier... after all the chatting.. my life back to the slow and bored world... I went for a swim... later i maybe going for a walk alone... and have dinner alone.. then go home.. watch tv.. till i fall asleep... life without seems so slow and bored... I just miss her so much.... can't stop thinking of her...

In the end, I went for dinner alone, walk around alone... for the whole evening.... Is been such a long time that I went for dinner alone and walk aorund alone... feel so lonely.... faster darling.. come back... want see ya soon.....

She is someone already integrate into my life.. without her.. my life seems so plain.... I need you.. and you are the only one that I love... Love you always.

Day 9( cloudy )

2007-06-20T11:11:00.001+08:00

Finally her cousins is back from LAOS.. Glab to see her so happy... Nothing much is going on but there are 1 things which i want to share, is been so long since I took MRT and this time, I took MRT as like before go to her workplace and wait for her. I am so much into it.. As is been awhile since I took a MRT down to her workplace rather than drive. I kind of find back the past of our initial courtship together.

Then we have so much fun when we took MRT back to my home, with so much crap to chat.. hahaha.. even when we reach her home, I am still so crazy playing with her... she always said.. I siao.. but never mind..... cos both of us is having so fun yesterday...

Even the last moment that I going home, I am being punish by her.. haha... I am scare of itchiness ... and this is the punish that she gave me... So So Much!!!!!!

When things is going bland... we have to make our relationship .. spice up.. I believe.. both of us.. is trying and learning thru this process... never give up is our motto.... fall in love is easy.. to subtain the love is what make it difficult... that is what life is all about.

So much in love with her......... see ya soon .. hehehe...

Day 8( Sunny )

2007-06-19T10:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went for my car servicing and she have to work.. so we suppose to meet up after her work.. but she change her plan and meet me at the car servicing station.. which really make my day... haha..

But on my way to the station, she ask me to take this bus.. in the end.. i end up in the other area which i need to walk for 10 mins before i reach the station. she ar.. always make me happy and angry one le..... in the end i sweat like nobody busy.

Then after the whole event... we went home and brought our fav . chip....then faster reach her home.. and watch our fav. campus superstar. hmm.. not very nice without shawn around.. hehe....

But when i going home time, I just can't leave her. I call her.. miss her.. haha.. she is just like a pig........ sleep sleep.... hehee.. but I like...

Day 6,7( Sunny-wonderful weekend)

2007-06-18T10:17:00.001+08:00

let me first talk about saturday, she went for a haircut at my place and i like her new hairstyle very trendy and class.. hehe... then as i promise her on thursday , this saturday is a shopping day for her, At first we went PS to change my sis's cable vision set, then the shopping spree starts to roll..... Firstly , we go to C & K (guess) get her nice high heels shoe.. I like it. then after that we go bugis junction for window shopping as initially planned. In the end , she brought a nice dress... for her sis ROM... wow.. nice nice... hehe... she said.. stop shopping le... then i slowly bring her to bugis street , in the end she brought another bag and also a small handbag.. hehe... after that is about 6.15pm, I decided to go vivo city early as I want to have dinner there and after that can watch F4 part 2.. haha... we eat mussels Guy and also went to starbucks for latte... before we went in for our movie.. hehe....

Then after the movie, I spend her home then... after that, on my way home, i keep thinking of her...cannot stop thinking of her... then when i reach home, i call her and tell her i am home and to make sure that she don't worry for me... So happy, a few hours later i will join her family for family event as to celebrate father day.

the first thing I wake up is to tell myself, what a wonderful day, a positive thinking will leads to happy and cheeky day, eventually , it is the best sunday that I have..... bowling competition, we did not get any prize as a team or individually... but the lucky draw is just like the roller coaster... At first , we only manage to draw 1 of the lousiest prize with our 6 lucky draw ticket, untill the every last prize, we did not manage to get anymore , is fate playing us, when we intend to go off , the number that the presenter present is our number, we finally got the first grand prize of the lucky draw........ hehehee........

I love her presence......... It make my days so much.... with her around.. it seems like everythings is so wonderful.......... I want her to know.. no one can replace her in my heart...... Hope you also enjoy such a wonderfully weekend with me....

Darling.... enjoy your trip... to HK... No worries.. I will always miss you .....

Last but not least... must call me hor.. hehee

Day 5 (683 days -Sunny- Happiness)

2007-06-15T07:36:00.000+08:00

Yesterday afternoon , I learn the word law of attraction , not in term of looks is everything around us. the phrase cited this example : the more positive things you think, the world will change towards your thinking, for example, if you have a bad mood , once you wake up, your mind only think of the bad mood and for the rest of the day, you will find that you have so many things that are against you . If you make yourself think positively with a good mood, I believe the law of attraction will change your day.

So starting from this morning, I will always tell myself that I am thinking positively in whatever my aims and goals are... I will also think positively towards my love to my dearest darling, without her , i won't be where I am now, cos everything I do, she is the first one in my mind for any consideration. thinking positively for our future.... Looking forwards for our next phase of our relationship.....

Life with her around is so much meaningful be it happy or sad time, as we always have each other to fall back on when things happened. Trusting is easy but to make your love one to de-trust you is so much easier than trusting you. So that is why maintaining a relationship is so hard for so many people which also including me..

I am learning everyday just wanting to maintain this wonderful relationship with her ... Fate brings us together, so no matter what, she will always be the most important person in my life. Life will be meaningful if I can hold her hands all the way to our.......................................

Day4(682 days- Forever and ever together)

2007-06-14T07:04:00.000+08:00

What a evening .... so happy and enjoyable having spicy bat ku tae and my darling ate till tummy got fire.. hahaha.... yesterday... is the best day of the past 3days ... hehe.. cos.. we are enjoying each other companion...before our dinner, we go for a jog around her place, but less than 10 mins.. we stop.. haha.. cos her shoesole came out.. in the end.. we climb staircase, she only climb up to 10 storey as for me, to the top lor... 18 storey.. hehe...

In the end only me sweat like no body business.. hehe... she always said want to lose weight.. but hor, to me, she is skinny.... ai yo.. don't know what my darling thinking.. hehe...

She still want eat kfc after dinner, lucky i told her i am full le.. if not.. another few pound is coming wait look like the 200 pound girl.. hehehe... dinner is quite good, cos.. i like spicy food.. hehehe.. she look like a small girl yesterday, see le... my heart melt.. hehehe...

When the evening turns to night, i have to said good bye to her, I don't feel like leaving.. cos, I love her being just by my side.. then on my way home, I miss her man.... so much..... but never mind... we have plenty of time to see each other. hehehe..... love you darling....

Day3(Sunny-681 days- Will make sure things turn out fine)

2007-06-13T07:07:00.000+08:00

This blog is written to show our up and down of our life together.
Life always come with lots of up and down, be it your work , your personal life and also
in relationship .Words are not suppose to mention, are being mention , those words can only hurt me for a night, and totally forgotten what she have said. Looking forward for our future still very important to me. Nothing can change the facts of my love to her.

Yesterday night, keep recalling our oversea trip to wu fen bu eating hot tao hui with pearl, will I be able to go oversea for the next 50 or 60 years down the road with her? I hope it will be, but will she want to ??? I believe so too.

she have slowly slowly integrate into my daily life, without her, life seems so meaningless. To me happy times are short, to maintain a good relationship is much harder than falling in love to the one that you think you can spend your entire life with. She is the one that i want to spend my entire life with, but maintaining it, is a massive task to accomplish. Really need both hands to clap, I really don't mind being the lone ranger clapping it.

In a relationship, we must be able to forgive and forget, trying to help if its within our limits, even if it isn't within our limits we should at least give our moral support isn't that the case??? Life is so funny, family problem, work problem, r/s problem and self problem. So many problem to handle and to think of it , it make us wonder....................................................

No matter what, she will always be the one that I love

^^^^^^Our up and down written in this online blog will be the prove of our love!!!!^^^^^^^

Day 2(Raining-680 days together)

2007-06-12T07:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I have a bit of mood swing ..... furthermore suppose to meet her for a sweat evening, in the end, she said sorry and got held up in work. I am a bit disappointed so in the end after the whole work out, I wait for her then go home eat dinner. during the journey, didn't really talk to her, not because I am angry, is because I mood swing cum disappointed that she did not keep to her promise. So after our dinner, i start to talk to her , laughing out loud . watch campus super star. watch kangsi part 2 and etc...... not a bad day to end with. with so much disappointment during the process. Anyway, what pass is pass , looking forward for a better today each day. hehehe.... Angry for awhile can le, but not too long , if not internal bleeding le.. haha.... okie la.... Jia you darling in your work today!!!!!

Smile...................

Day 1 (679 days-Sunny- Full of Happiness with Gen)

2007-06-11T09:53:00.000+08:00

On this particular day, I receive a mail alert on 25th May 2007 from HDB regarding about the Build to Order scheme for Fernvale Vista Phase 2, and the very first thing that I do is to inform my dearest darling about the build to order scheme. I told her that I want to apply the flat as this represent that I am very serious in this wonderful relationship. Even though I did not propose to her, she agreed to my suggestion to apply this scheme, so during that evening, we approach her parent for an approval to apply and to our surprise they agreed to our plan, so during that night, we went through on line to submit our application.

I know without me proposing to her is not very appropriate, but I will do so during our 3rd anniversary which is on 30th July 2008. I hope I can make it an unforgettable experience for my dearest Darling. So for now, I will have to save hard to buy a diamond ring, I know I can’t afford a big diamond but I hope my sincerity can move her.

I always thinking or dreaming or brain storming of ideas of how to propose to her, Starting off with Plan A and till now, I have many Plans in mind, hope one of these plan works for me.

Yesterday (10th June 2007), when I watch the Fantastic 4 on Star Movie at her place while she baking her chocolate cake, I recall on our first date and our first meeting. It was sweet and fun, I make a lot of noise during watching the show to catch her attention but she ignore me, deep down my heart, I feel very lucky to have her as my girlfriend.

Many things went through my mind yesterday; just don’t know how to express that kind of feeling in words. I just want her to know that I love her so much. Nothing in this world can separate me from her. Genevieve Yeow!!!! I LOVE YOU!!! The thought of me not being able to be by your side, every minute is so torturing. Are you???

Starting from now, I will try to write a few self-proclaim blog until the day that I propose to you and want you to feel that I am always missing you, love you and always want you be by my side without fail.

Remember how we start off, MSN, phone call, meet up, watch movie have dinner, fetch you from TMC. This memory will always be on my mind even till we turn grey hair.

I know we do have some quarrel be it big or small quarrel, we have to endure and forgive and forget our not so good points, I know my temper, please do forgive me if I hurt you during the debating process, I give you my promise during our early courtship that I will mellow down my temper and I believe I am making good process, cos you always give me feedback.

You maybe blur, forget what you have say, or things that you have do, I just love the way you are, even though sometimes I am angry, but I still love your blurriness!!!

With you around, I feel that my life is full of happiness, do you feel the same??? Thank you for being with me when I am still a student, thank you for believing in me , thank you for trusting me . The process of moving towards another phase of our courtship is so tempting, do you feel that???

Just want to pen it down on our process and the process of our next phase of our life together, the following is the process of applying a new flat, many more to continue.

HDB(Flat)

Launch Build to Order flats for Fernvale Vista Phase 2.
Apply on 25th May 2007 with the approval from Darling Parent
Receive letter on 1st June 2007 that HDB acknowledge the application
Receive another on 7th June 2007 HDB have place us in the first timer Group and also under the Married Child Priority Scheme.